User Profile

I keep myself anonymous in this journal; I make no attempt to have anyone I know in my life know of the things I say here. Nor do I want any of them to. I care not to explain why I think and feel the way I do; they will never care to understand. And they will never understand my mind the way I want them to. To explain it is an exercise in futility.

I am contradictory and a hypocrite. I have several complexities; some I have defeated, some are new; and some of them haunt me. Malkavian blood runs through me.

I am a pseudointellectual; I enjoy hearing my own voice - I am deluded by it; this journal expresses that voice - the voice I want nobody to hear. The voice that I think is articulate - but is nonsensical and childish in every aspect.

To put it for the layman - I'm a spoiled sack of shit who won't stop bitching about his life; I'm someone who needs to shut up and sleep in the bed he's made himself. But I can't.